I looked for ways to remain attached to you so I could always feel a sense of closeness to the man I created a beautiful life with, our son, Vincenzo.
I yearned for the bond
to share stories
I felt understood by you
and now, all I feel is threatened by you.
I am releasing it all —- and let t ing i t go.
I know you are a beautiful soul
and share similar scars
WE are a mirror of one another
lessons to be learned through one another…
What you don’t like about me, is what you don’t like about yourself and vice versa.
I AM THE LESSON
and you have been sleepwalking.
I AM AWAKE.
I AM STRONG. I AM INDEPENDENT. I AM LOVE.
Out of my own fears, I remained with you deep in the trenches of attachment and afraid to break away from the fear of being alone, unloved, and rejected, all of which, I have felt up until now and never have to feel again.
I AM LOVE. I AM ACCEPTANCE. I AM NEVER ALONE.
I am certain you are living deep in your anger, resentment and fears,
but noth- ing to do with me.
Limiting beliefs I created and imposed on myself from past experiences have kept me living in a very similar way. It is why I can relate to you, but no longer stay here with you.
I am changed and constantly changingº – evolving. I see how living in survival mode has led me to operate solely from my fears.
I no longer have to repeat history.
I am guiding our son, our beautiful manifest of love w e created, on a different path, much different from my or your parents, who acted out of their own fears too.
I AM ME. YOU ARE YOU.
-= together or apart =-
VINCENZO IS VINCENZO.
he deserves all the love, compassion and laughter there is and to experience this through his parents, his guides. It has never been about you or I or the countless lessons we’ve had to learn in our own lives. It is about choosing love.
I remember under all the sabotaging thoughts and beliefs I once chose to believe about myself from the mouths of others, and judging my self so harshly,
I am free. I am happy, and I am love. I choose to be present in each moment and let go of the past – where I cannot change, to be aware of my body and remain present while never looking off too far in the distance where I have no presence.
Vincenzo is growing and changing and these are critical times for him in developing his own self awareness, self love. I am always dedicated to giving him the very best of me to guide him with love and support – building trust and respect so HE is prepared to do his work here.
YOU are in there—- I have seen you many times, but you are buried beneath anger and fear.
I Love You. I Love Vincenzo.
you may not agree with my life or my decisions and – it’s ok.
I am me. You are you.